What Should I Post On My Blog??

Lately, lots of things happened. These things made me upset almost every day. I don't know how to get through it. Every night, when I close my eyes on the bed, these things appeared in my mind. Sometimes, I really wanted to write down my feeling on my blog to show my friends. However, I changed my mind. I am kinda afraid to post my real feeling on the internet. I don't want everybody to see it. Well, here's the problem...I always thought a lot and had many idea to write on my blog, but I always decided to write something else at the last minute. To be honestly, I had never writen things on the net before I went to St. John's. I'm still trying to get used to the blog thing. Maybe next time, I'll try to write something in my mind on my blog~sharing my feeling with other people, not only with my best friends.